(IR)Rational human..

I was just supposed to be one of those, who just are moving far ahead of me and I m just following them, I m just no one wonder different from them, but just was once one of them. I keep on walking along those dusty garden which were made for me, along those corridors which are all the way haunted till the time I enter those two rooms which try and provide me an insight.

Yes I, me and myself and expect just nothing but a right to reject the separate identity from my own real self, I just wonder at times to whom should I consider along for all what I have been. Oh! Do I even need to point out the level of sympathy? Or let me call your social benevolence, do not shower it over me until I just lay helpless for breaths and the beating sounds attains its emancipation of silence.

Let me wonder to the day of that corridor* where I was made to lie down, asking for me to calm and be at peace. I remember my womb owner and my sperm donor standing next to me. There was a softness still preserved in her hands and the strength I could still in the mighty shoulders on which I have witnessed those ‘’social fares’’. Undoubtedly MY** existence came as a silent consonant in contract with the mob but, for just no reason rather I call it as a way of practicing the human creation by the superficial creature termed as ‘god’.

Alas! I forego all the faces I witnessed at the span of moment, maybe I was just in pair with dark in my sub-conscious. But I still remember the adjacent rooms to my room, “haunted” were they all and scary over one another in comparison. All still owe a special “prodigy” within themselves, a ‘soul’, a creature neglected, an unjustified appearance to human world, a withered shivering hand, a weakening thought process, a never to be regained the level of emotional eternity, a layman living on mercy petitions; passed at times and neglected often and on.

Ah!! I m puzzled with the quotations cited, let me still make a guess for the specific tags which were mentioned to those rooms and yes of course ‘WE’** were the owner of the rooms and belief is that future even owes the rooms to “US” only. Anyways was it something ‘retarded’ or ‘mentally ill’, in both the contexts the meaning is delivered to make the concerns behavior justified as “anti-social”.

Oh! We the elements of rejection still owe the right to breathe free air or even the so termed rationale human has captured the right to put into contexts of ‘citizenship’. May be s/he has, thus even ‘my (our)’** existence has become not extinct but ‘heinous’ to society.

Society;

Can I say had become materialized, as it just gains the best out of productive ONLY?

I can and will say that probably the society is losing all many such ‘special prodigies’. Special, yes indeed all blessed with an approach apart to question and put in thought to all such QUOTATIONS and REASONS for DIFFERENCES.

Smile! Smile! Even we pass the same to you and your rationality.

*psychiatric wards; **I and all psychiatric patients in the wards and rooms.