I wandered all
through my thought process to put up in a simplest version for dogma’s to the
most complex version of DIFFERENCES that exist within the society. But, what
makes me wonder is not the conception I have grown with and behold with it but,
to put the so simple version into abstract to what I feel and got to go through
with.
Well! I m
not talking about the dogma’s of the social evils revolving over every other
group of socialites. I m not fully satisfied to depend upon the ‘differences’
gained from and within the womb, rather I m worried about the ‘factual
conceptions’ formed over the growth period to forcibly accept the existing
differences and form a more valid ‘difference of intellect’. Intellect where I
quote comes into light, a significance of urge, an instinct to define the level
of attainment of parity, either from the so above all ‘classes’ or to just rise
above the level of so within existing ‘classes’.
The word
‘class’ in itself is self privileged with the ‘Marxian’ conception to put the
light upon the monetary or the economic strata of lifestyle upon which I’m
focusing my dialogues. The incident is not new for me from the past 2 months
but, the idea of development which I expect is somehow shattered. I m referring
to one such incident in which made me realize that although, ‘a poor man is the
happiest man, but the most desiring manhood’ I see through. The desires and the
unending desires are not one of those for money or land, differences are not
existing for a cause of gender or class or caste, neither even the adult
individual is felt describing the differences I felt. It is rather the little
and few caused upon between the ‘little clad’ to not let the other so learning
with the same pace.
What exactly
I wonder is of the consequences of not let to grow and grow self. End? Don’t
know where it will. Supposition to come out of the act so being performed in
society probably can be jealousy or one is just concerned with the self to grow
to the fullest and above all. If I stick myself to the latter part, it would
not be wrong in putting human into Hobbes conception of human. All I’m in the
end stuck up to that, what makes that so human growing under the parity of
‘daily bread’ earning or eating to be so self-centered at ‘her’ ends?
Is it the
saturation they have engulfed from the limited source of learning available to
them, which undoubtedly is the last and final appeal from them to earn above of
what they get to sustain, provided apart from the ‘labor exploitation’ often
done. Saturation itself can be also of
the instinct of urge to just land up above from the base to a high expectations
from the sources they get and they avail indeed.
The question
of resources when arises is just to be considered as a part of limitation as
the ‘pre-existing’ differences don’t allow the counterparts to avail them. The
flow of learning is broken and just the “elite’’ over here who is blessed with
the tag of what she has own the ‘privilege’ of and forces the existing forces
to make it rigid and sustainable for within the circumference of her learning.
Flow of
resources never stops, rather it increases with the options being rejected from
the class above the statistic data of the community I m concerned with.
Rejection runs directly as a fashion for the latter to be accepted without
questioning the revival. So where does the gap arises that produce the few (of
already underprivileged) to just rise at parity and other from same to be
rather left behind for exploitation? And mind it, both were blessed with
resources, although of rejection but, resources indeed.
I would not
mind stating my views in limitations of my abstract experiences that the
saturation in itself has made the human existence of such class that the emblem
of ‘jealousy’ has overpowered the humaneness to grow under learning with being
envious. Debate would not sum up as the flow of obstruction to, “grow with let
grow” is still seen prevailing.
Thus the
source (I) available as making learn also gets deflected to be a prejudice in
judgment and just make learn. Where the obstruction will be broken in future
aspects is obviously haunted but, I wish I could make it predictable in the
boundaries of ‘diversity’ overhead of human, ruled by ‘differences (of ?)’.