being muslim - a crime or ???

We the people of India unite to form a sovereign socialist, secular and democratic republic. This line of our preamble is very interesting and patriotic but has this meaning being achieved or the recognition of line has been manipulated? Why it is so that a person namely AHMAD or AMJAD is even asked to remove his inner wear for security causes and Anand or Amar can freely pass? I don't understand the difference? Is it so that the security officials have a crystal ball which tells them that he/she might be dangerous? 

Wikileaks is exposing on many political issues but we have never heard the reason why Shahrukh Khan was checked thoroughly on the US Airport.

Why this racial discrimination is always there for Muslims? The world is a Pacific Ocean and we people are fishes and leaders are sharks and if out of million fish a hundred are suffering from a chronic disease it is never meant that shark will destroy their community. Coming out of assumptions, No doubt most of terrorism community comprises of Muslims some from Pakistan some from Afghanistan, Iraq etc. but uncertainly no one have ever tried to examine the cause behind this, was America's invasion on Iraq a right step taken with co-ordination of security council,no more further question arises as this is the major cause for terrorism today.

Why Security Council was established? to check into the norms of war and peace basically peace, then why this was occurred?

          Who is responsible for spread of terrorism which is turn leads to the differences & discrimination in community?

          Today every Muslim is viewed as if he is terrorist; any person wearing a round cap is viewed as if he's here to plant a bomb.

          Please friends come out live & let live. We all are same creatures just the difference is between places where we are born and remember no single person is a born terrorist he/she can't purchase a AK-47 from a grocers shop, blueprints of Parliament is not available on goggle, it is just the leaders who provide all this to us (yes "us" because we are one of them) ,change in ideology will preach brotherhood not terrorism.

Aasha ...........ek jaarurat!!!

Trying to be an eminent writer I suddenly felt short of topics to dot down. Finding nothing was something strange but the idea of writing down my own needs would suddenly don't pay my popularity but at least give me a feeling of Relaxation.

          Dear Readers, we all know that we need someone to speak to us, someone who could come to you and say common lets party!!!!!, hey you are very sweet!, hey you are the one for me! Sometimes you have to feel his or her presence & enjoy happiness but uncertainly for me it is a ?, Thought of molding myself into political issues didn't worked much, I started reading dozen's of books together but till when someday or other I felt to whom to share my bookish views.

I mean a friend who only has a point to discuss about girlfriends or a girl who ditched you just because you are a psychiatric patient or a family which is now filled upto neck with agitation just because me or the same old line of "no new notifications" on your face book page, or empty status lines or 4^th alone new year? Who’s missing? a person who could just come & hold my hand & hug me and I can just cry on that shoulder and who's ready to bear the burden of my Philosophical idea's, In my last posts I mentioned about a girl you know what I hide was the feeling of loneliness in me which provoked me to that eagerness to understand her mind set up & just show her my hand.

Sitting on 4^th floor I can see the part of my city which sometimes come near me and say's,” be friend with this shining sun, these cold waves these clouds who are willing to come down but cant hug me.”Whom should I ask that where is my need ending? , should I ask the empty seat which I always reserve from the past months every weekend for movie hoping some day to get it filled.

But let it be as it is might be possible I have a big hamper waiting for me. Hope someone would take place of me late night transistor and cigarettes.                                                                  

ehsaas...........

As usual the need arose to meet my psychologist as I was feeling uneasiness. We left our place and reached the place; first we met the psychiatrist and were waiting in the garden for the time to arrive of the appointment with psychologist. I have been in love with my hospital as everything was certain there for me.

As I was sitting in the garden under the tree shed(the tree who had been my best pal ever since) the “idly” plate was in my hands and suddenly my eyes glued at a girl in the opposite park lying down on the bed of grass, she must be of nearly 19-20 years of age and her father was sitting next to her and was as if like he was consoling her to not to be afraid the world is not finished it will start once again just and only for you. Something in me insisted me to go and talk to her but I just don’t know what was stopping, I didn’t saw her face at all but still it was infatuating me a lot. Something from inside me was showing me my picture of the same time period when I was here and enjoy the flower beds same way, just the difference was that it was summers in my time and now it was winters.

Doesn’t it sounds strange the season changes, comes and go but every season a new character, a new personality is seen here. We only see one or two but there are millions like we, her and all of us. The gal was showing a strange looks, but something attracted me towards her, it was like she was asking herself at every moment that why are we having a rule in this world that some of us have to be different from others? are we unique or weird? What defines us?

As I climb the fourth floor of my building I find everything very small from here, as if it is like I am the king and all have to work for me for my happiness, my wishes certainly I felt that god would also think the same way he could do any of the changes in any structure while creating humans. His incompetence makes we people to suffer.

Nobody no one tries to talk to us, be friends with us, tries to understand our wishes, anything is nothing for us. That gal till now strikes in my mind today it has been four days past but I cannot forget her. As if she was giving me a way of living, asking me to go and bring her happiness for her, she is revealing me a lot even I wanted to go and share a life with her and cherish moments with her but don’t know what stopped my feet to go in that  direction……………

I wish I could have gone to her and once just once asked her “hey want to be my friend?” hope this would have led to a new beginning of success for her or me or ………………..??????