Trying to be an eminent writer I suddenly felt short of topics to dot down. Finding nothing was something strange but the idea of writing down my own needs would suddenly don't pay my popularity but at least give me a feeling of Relaxation.
Dear Readers, we all know that we need someone to speak to us, someone who could come to you and say common lets party!!!!!, hey you are very sweet!, hey you are the one for me! Sometimes you have to feel his or her presence & enjoy happiness but uncertainly for me it is a ?, Thought of molding myself into political issues didn't worked much, I started reading dozen's of books together but till when someday or other I felt to whom to share my bookish views.I mean a friend who only has a point to discuss about girlfriends or a girl who ditched you just because you are a psychiatric patient or a family which is now filled upto neck with agitation just because me or the same old line of "no new notifications" on your face book page, or empty status lines or 4th alone new year? Who’s missing? a person who could just come & hold my hand & hug me and I can just cry on that shoulder and who's ready to bear the burden of my Philosophical idea's, In my last posts I mentioned about a girl you know what I hide was the feeling of loneliness in me which provoked me to that eagerness to understand her mind set up & just show her my hand.
Sitting on 4th floor I can see the part of my city which sometimes come near me and say's,” be friend with this shining sun, these cold waves these clouds who are willing to come down but cant hug me.”Whom should I ask that where is my need ending? , should I ask the empty seat which I always reserve from the past months every weekend for movie hoping some day to get it filled.
But let it be as it is might be possible I have a big hamper waiting for me. Hope someone would take place of me late night transistor and cigarettes.
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