Monday, July 18, 2011

expect from the ........UNEXPECTED..


Expectations …….it is something that we all today define as the mode of living. An inspiration which not only tends to provide us with attitude to survive but instead even gives a motive to live and be happy, feeling quite simple ! Ok wait let me make it bit more philosophical…..
God is something which provides us all with what we all wanted without paying any thing, actually I mean to say without any economical sources. Yeah it is pretty right paying a 10 rupees as a tribute in a temple and aspiring for a 10 lack house , which you pray to become a home one day. What is all this defined as expectation review of life?
Even when a friend leaves us we try not to find out the cause of the problem instead we tend to justify the so called emotional expectation upon the friend as well as the society so that we can in turn receive a token of sympathy and at last we can even get back our most precious desire of today’s world a “friend”.
Take a practical example- when I lost my friend I was all alone and was pretty determined that I will never face her back throughout my life , but alas what I prayed for all the nights of past two years at last pay me with not a phone call of her but instead the complete one piece human structure and that too living. No whether you can call it my expectation or destiny but what all happened was all justified as whatever you or me will dream of one day we are going to have it in our life but possibility of negative and positive both are there.
I hope now I made myself more confusing because even it is appearing confusing to me even……..
Alas you never know what the awestruck moment of life you are going to face in the complete life span, even when you would be lying on your death bed suddenly your girlfriend will appear in front of you and guess what you die on the spot….
Now please don’t tell me your girlfriend was responsible for making eligible to flirt with the heaven girls, it was all just because of your expectation that you had made with the life, and thus when it came to be in front of you, it suddenly appeared to be negative.
We people are so very genuine upon are thinking that if Rahul Gandhi pay a visit to us(supposing the crowd of U.P) we feel as if he is really going to issue a new land acquisition bill for we people and the BSP government would be withered off from the state in the upcoming elections, but…but… but why do we forget that it is the UPA and the so called famous for the dominant structure of the Indian political banyan tree, and how could it loose just because of the “telengana” verdict and a stupid 2g scandal, thus by capturing the politics of the U.P state it can very well manage the upcoming elections. Thus here our expectations proved to be giving a positive look as I can’t make it for sure as because we all the coalition politics of India and the weak base of the opposition has always been an unpredictable verdict in the history of India.
Well now the point arises is that why do we expect anything from anyone or anybody? I mean why, are we so well dependent upon the social structure of the society that we just cant ignore the need of a particular ruling dilemma which can provide us with the no other word that satisfaction.
If this is so true as to the 120 crore population of the india , then why at many or every step we withdraw from the societal evils, why are we having a feeling of just running away from the world? Why if every human has the need of love and affection then why ever since the beginning of the world we expect from others to offer a token of love to us and that too we will accept only if it has the issue of prestige pasted upon it.
Please why come out of the social customized society we is just created by us to facilitate a person in his so called lifestyle of sedan structure. But what we forget is that if a person owes a sedan he even needs a companion to accompany him in his sedan and share the pleasant a/c and lavender car perfume, because alone you can owe a sedan but you cant enjoy the drive…
Similar is the life we can be happy alone with huge annual incomes but what we really miss is the pleasure of spending them with someone who we really want to show the care of heart.
Then I guess if we are so smart and eligible to earn such incomes then we even could understand the expected view of life and change our ideology to provide our lifestyle with a more basic and loveable root to provide food of emotion and care



Friday, July 15, 2011

do i miss you.....or do i miss you????


A friend in need is a friend in deed; a very nice quotation generally used by many of our teachers to explain us the meaning of not the friendship but they just want to give an indication of the world outside. Confused!!! ……
Simple just think anyone of you reading this foolish article would right now would be thinking of the that male or female friend who once has given his/her hand just to offer you the best moment of your life and the moment you hold the hand you felt that you are not fallen on the earth but instead you are enjoying the pleasant weather of the heavens where the motto lies of, “love is god”. Then suddenly you realized that the friend you were thinking was just once a upon a time and presently you are a freaking internet user and thus you found my article on Google.
I m not showing enemy ties with world because I m no one to question upon the so called nature of the world rules which are somewhere worked upon by we people only whether in the form of practical’s or sometime or other in the day dreaming of fighting with the fear of the coping with the already laid strategies.
Whom should I held responsible for losing all what I should have been enjoying writing this article, well I just can’t blame my destiny for all what I had suffered and sometimes even though I feel that the lost was unbearable, but alas I just ask a single freaking question from anyone who reads it , “m I at fault for even being so sensitive to banging of door or m I been at fault for travelling back to all those routes which I had left years back” I just ask why god has chosen me to suffer all these insensitive issues which sometimes even force you to think that you are made to suffer and you are a bloody looser………..
But taking world as a whole is it that only I m the single personality who is being suffered and bearing the loss and pain of the so called friendship deeds in of the society???? Whenever I saw an accident if I tend to help the sufferer I m suddenly stopped by my adjacent driver, why because it might even cause me the difficulty of police? Or is it so that the nature has created a new law for all its fellow interns that anyone who tends to help a person on road or any issue regarding the mankind would have to bear the negative consequences of the help most probably the society……
Where are we heading? Who is to be blamed for all this? When are we going to amend the constitutional laws of nature? I guess not very soon because mostly people are unhappy but duly satisfied with their freaking perks and annual packages to make them happy by buying a glass of vodka which in turns makes you so happy that you start thinking that you are ruling the world, but what we forget is that whole of the world today is living in the hallows of vodka!!! Alas no use of ruling…..
I have a better option , why don’t we all try living a in such a world where every human has been given the right to work according to the naturalistic laws which he could himself lay down to live a better life and indeed a happy one too. We all today need someone who could just take the place of all your negative emotions and provide you with a pack of happy chocolates which will increase the level of sugar in you so that you could even spread the sweetness in world else we all know excess of everything is bad, I mean a lot of sugar if u retain alone may harm so if u get love try to even spread around you so that at least a person like me should stop insulting the world and can concentrate of humanitarian services as he would be having the sweetness of your friendship……….

Friends I wrote this article for someone whom I missed a lot all my recent years and no doubt losing her was all my destiny but I failed to make her understand that I never wrote my destiny……….. I still wish if she could come back to my life as I have only this mean to say her that I still miss her presence….. And moreover I m not a good singer like that IIT guwahati man who wrote the song for his love…
This all happened may be because whenever I try to save money instead of paying it to my psychologist my past starts tapping on my shoulder and says, “May I come in”?? What do you think, how should I react?
Well I m left with no other option except fighting with the words on Microsoft word pad to tangle with the situation and thus here I m present you with the set of lessons to fight you’re …..???(What-just guess!!)