And all
those days I just waited for you to just come over and meet me in that sunny
afternoons, the day arrived and it was as if you were to just come with the
taste of those sweet memories we shared and made them special with every now
and then with our presence. Yes I missed you in all those winds of my balcony
and the shredded leaves which blow with the wind and just leave mellow of them
with a taste of yours in it. The days of this summer vacations which made me
separated from every assent of your touch and the love and never lasting love
which you showered with all those selfless aspects and made me feel special.
With all
those memories when today I just try to put a string in them and carve them all
in that thread which holds its one end in your hand land me up in the on these
roads which were just travelled with an empty seat but, a haunted presence in
my mind. The image was never this clear and now and today even your shadow
plays a part in making me pass through that metro station. Yes it was just as
if you came and all the way you spoke flawless as you always did and I was just
staring and making myself believe that this lavazza
is a mere reality and you share your part of presence in it and with me.
After long we met and long you just talked and usual I just listened and left
apart prejudice and just was lost in those talks, it was as if I was just
wondering through those grassland just portrayed in that painting just at the
right angle of my sight.
Though all
those dusty days and sunny afternoons I paid a visit, awaiting you to come and
meet me over that same table and make me realize your presence, now since we
have met I often just wonder to that feeling and come over with the memories of
you and me together and the seasons which left us undiscovered as there was no
change in our relations. All the days I just relish and sudden I just stopped, I
just rewind my thoughts and end up again over that coffee table slowly with the
time and with the pace of your touch I come back to the moment where I just
paused, this time I just tried to overcome and trace what exactly is wrong in
that phase where I neglect mirror. It was then seen under that yellow light of
metro where you and I stand in the corner near the door and all I could else
see is a ‘me’ standing next to you and just wondering that the destined station
to never arrive and all the way I could just travel along with you and your
talks, sudden then I diverge and could hear the metro calling for your station
stop and then I could just see a helpless man standing and allowing you to
travel and diverge the routes and you just said goodbye and stepped out of the
metro and then you were just vanished in that crowd and I tried to look from
that mirrored window to trace your footprints on the platform and you weren’t
seen and then my life was travelled over to next metro station.
As I moved
on and tried to plot a set of new emotions in that particular phase I discovered
myself just jumping out of that metro door and finding you nowhere I ran towards
your platform and finds you standing in the queue and just take a deep breath
and sudden I just pulled you out of that queue and did nothing for the next
strike of five seconds and then just hugged you for no reason but, just for
that moment I felt as if I m the most secure soul on this planet and relativity
was as assumed.
In all these
days whenever I tried to pen down these feeling all what I gain after doing
this is just an expression of what makes my lips broader and wet eyes. Though you
are being missed and will always be but, as the time teaches moving on I would
always relish this and that phase which made us together and hope over the
faith that it would never depart us.
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